I miss sebastiaan so much. I called him today and told him i missed him and he said he missed me to and that he loves me and he knows that he made mistakes but i shouldnt of done what i did.
I told him i loved him too and i was so sorry that i messed up.
He said sorry too and i asked about if he had thought about changing and he said that he had already was thinking about it.
I have been advised to take it slow and to give him space and time. I just want him back. But i want him here in england with me. He needs to sort out his life and i think that would be best if he got away from his mum and holland... i feel its jsut dragging him down.. as far as i can tell.. he was only happy when we lived in cambridge.
I miss him and im going back to sleep b4 i pass out
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