Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Bleh

Why am I always the Friend and nothing more? Bob has a date with a girl on sat. Going for dinner or some such.

He said that she isnt the prettyest girl but she is intresting. So it seems im well and truely in that friends list. I bet she is thin tho.

Im pretty and i have a really good personalty. Even bobs mum said that to me today. but thats all ignored just cus im overweight.

well im feeling great can you tell. So should i just go up to him and point out how shallow he is being or just curl up and die. We gett on so well. and he shows he cares by just saying little things. he even waved me over today when i walked past to get some dinner.

i jsut want to scream and shout at him and hit him so damn hard. im going back to working out then shower.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

As much as you may hate it, he told you he was just your friend and now he is dating someone else. There is nothing shallow about that. You shouldnt tell him he is being shallow cause its his choice and pluse he said she isnt that pretty but she is interesting. He likes her mind as well and it is his choice.

You can not be angry at him just cause he rejected you, specially if you want to be his friend. As a friend you should want him to be happy.

You will have to learn not to throw your heart at a guy straight away and also to cope with rejection. Try and think about the way that guys think. Guys like relaxed and stable things and when they have that for long enough they suddenly realise they cant live without it and they have been in love the whole time and thats when things get serious. It can be horrible to wait for the revaltion but he is aware of how you feel and that is all you can do.
In the end it is his choice and I am sure that it isnt cause you are fat so dont go eating.

We both know you are a beautiful person, dont let this get you down. Plus if he is going to fuck you about then do you really want him as anything more than a friend.